Quesadillas Cannot Cook in Spall Pans

I say this because I attempted to cook full torillas smothered in cheese in a small frying pan. Now, the pan was probably an inch smaller than the area of the torilla, so I figured that I could do my best in letting it cook anyway, because it got most of where the cheese lay. That was when I discovered that quesadillas remind me of pie. Or at least this one.

You see, pies have filling. Quesadillas have filling. Pies are cut into triangles. Quesadillas are cut into triangles (If you do them right.). The problem with this logic, however, is the fact that pie is sweet and doesn't give you an after taste, while these gross store-bought torillas do. That's why you put as much cheese in it as you can to counteract the taste. Otherwise, I wouldn't even bother with this post today.

I write this post today, because I do not want to work on Chapter 28 when I really need to. I don't, because I know that it has to be long. I have to, because it is the last chapter of part 2 and the sooner I get it done, the sooner I can crash. :( Sometimes writing a book has its perks, but sometimes it doesn't. I already had my break day (Yesterday) Because it's a Wednesday and Wednesdays aren't good days. So there. :|

Jared Leto

Yes, I still think he's very very schmexy. :D Of course, there are a lot of other good looking men as well, but he's just always been there....taunting me with his good looks. My mother....inappropriate. We were playing apples to apples and the card was "cold" but I wanted opposite, so she put down a "create your own" and when I turned it over she said "JARED LETO!!!!" And I was like "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!" And I melted. But I kept it cool on the outside. Everyone was trying to persuade me not to do that card. Then mom swoops over to me and she whispers, "Imagine his fingers running down your leg." Shivers. Although, at the same time, it creeped me out. Think about it.....has anyone ever seen the music video for Hurricane? Yeah. Not good. Even the censured version is horrible.

Anyway, my Cousin drew that for me, then I poster-ized it on picnik for fun. HA! I love him! He's so adorable!

Delving Deeper into a Song

 Sunshine
It's a new day I agree
It's a bright day I love those days
Even when you stand in the dark I would hate that
It's just that
You've been broken into fifty pieces Ouch
Today is gone Where did it go?
I'm the only light that you see How sweet...
You need someone Yes, maybe
I know all you needed was me Okay you guessed it

Everyday we wake if it takes too long No one would like a long day
Just tell me something new If it makes you happy, I will
Forget about the sunshine when it's gone But what if I really want it back?

Another pale moon Pretty
Shines like high noon And it wouldn't be as hot!
Midnight never felt so cold alone I do want you with me...
It's just that you're uneasy You're a good guesser
When you need me Yes, I do need you
Today is gone I wish it wasn't...
I'm the only light that you see Yes, it's pretty cute
You need someone Yes
I know all you needed was me :)

Everyday we wake if it takes too long Don't want to sleep forever
Just tell me something new Gladly...
Forget about the sunshine when it's gone Will do...just for you...
You can say it's right, but it feels so wrong So does that make us bad?
Just show me something true You know I'm an honest person
Forget about the sunshine Okay
Forget about the sunshine when it's gone I will

Today is gone I wonder where it went...
I'm the only light that you see It's really bright
You need someone Yes, I do
I know all you needed was me You're smart

Everyday we wake if it takes too long Maybe sleeping forever isn't too bad...
Just tell me something new How many new things are there in the world?
Forget about the sunshine when it's gone I'll try to, but I do love the sunshine
You can think it's right, but it feels so wrong I agree, because I love that sunshine...
Just show me something true Of course
Forget about the sunshine Okay
Forget about the sunshine when it's gone I will, just for you...you are my sunshine...



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The first thing I notice about this song when I listen to it is the happy, bouncy tune, so catchy and it just sticks with me all day. It makes me feel much more cheerful when I'm a bit sad. I listen to it every night, because frankly, I really love it. The All-American Rejects are absolutely the best, I think, aside from Three Days Grace and Thirty Seconds to Mars. :*

Decoding "I Think So"

I think so. But if I think so, am I really thinking "so" or is it a lazy way of saying yes? But so sounds like "no" so would I be disapproving? I think so. Oh now there I go, saying "so" when it probably means "no". It makes me wonder why people say "maybe". Of course, it's an in between word, and no one likes people who only go half-way. It's like we're playing monkey in the middle here. Yes is an extreme answer, no is an extreme answer, and maybe is a weak answer. Which relates it to "I think so". So now we're back to the mystery phrase. They both might as well be poor math substitutes for the real thing: I don't Assimilate. "I don't know" isn't even weak. It's a lazy form for what you could say to sound smart. I think so... Moving from the "so" incident, shouldn't you "know" rather than "think"? See, now this is a question of genius or stupidity. What if you don't think, but you are certain. You know so. But now this can barely cross the line of questioning "so" again. You know yes? You know no? What if I don't like "I". Any pronoun could be put in there. What if she knows so? Ah but everyone knows "she" is a boring form of a Proper Noun. That's why Loquacious Zucchini knows so. There, strong, right tot he point, except for that "so". It still bugs me. If I know a so, then wouldn't that be giving "so" a name? I'd have to capitalize "so". So that way So would actually seem important. See? Alfonso knows So. It makes me wonder whether So should have a mustache or an old-man-neck-beard. But what if So is a pet? Would So be a chihuahua or a whale? So should have a gender. Sound pretty feminine, does it not? Now that Loquacious Zucchini knows So, I can probably introduce the problem concerning "maybe". You see, this all might be true of So. If we're saying talkative vegetables have gotten to meet a female whale by the name of So, we'll both be a little crazy. That is why weak little "maybe" strolls along and cures our insanity by pathetically being present. It maybe is all of the above...or it is maybe just a little "so". Of course, maybe, as we've discussed is weak and caught in the middle of the extremities. Why can't yes stop being lazy? Yes has too many replacements. Sure, totally, okay, in due time, of course, I think so...maybe so.... Oh. So now So has a buddy, and of all buddies, it's maybe? This language is messed up. But maybe if we stripped so of it's personality, and place in the Proper Nouns, and bumped "maybe" up into a normal word rank, the two words could actually be left alone...

I think so...

Psych!

Yes, you guessed it. I'm obsessed with this awesome invention called "Netflix.com". Just like youtube, I worship it. You won't believe it, it comes in handy for any TV shows I'd want to watch. The Office is complete, that is, up to season 7, which is on DVD rather than Watch Instantly, and now I've started on Psych. It's so great! A guy who is hyper observant pretends he's Psychic and solves all these crimes. I'm in love with the main character, Shawn. He's pretty good looking, if you ask me, and hilarious. (Don't Worry, Jared Leto will never be beat in my mind.) Anyway, the next series I'll probably watch will be 30 Rock, because I was introduced to it by dear dear Brett, and my own cousin said she heard good things about it, so might as well, right? Psych, however, has 74 episodes or something like that, and they're all an hour long, so it's taking me quite a while to get through this. 

So how have I been? I sure haven't posted for a while, only because I've been lazy and uninspired, but tonight, I'm just going to take the 23 minutes I have left to tell you about how weird Mr. Earling is. I have him for World Civilizations B4, and European History A1. Now, Two different classes, two different citizenship grades, and two different genres. We're learning about World War II in European History now, and we're just barely getting our WWI "Trench Life" comic books back. We got to make our own comic books about how life in the Trenches during the war was like, so I made mine very gory and weird. Don't get me wrong, I got full points, but it's just what Mr. Earling said that makes me laugh so hard. He told the class, with me sitting right there, that mine was rated R and that he couldn't show it to the class. This same day, he tells us about a new assignment about WWII Propaganda posters that we get to create. He personally said "I wonder what Mindy's will look like," and laughed about it with the class.

He shouldn't have. >:-] 

Now I've made my poster a) Pro-Nazi and b) a scary, dehumanizing picture of the British with blood everywhere within the scene. How's about that, Mr. Earling? I can't wait to see his face, because I have a feeling this will also be rated R. Lass Sie Nicht In. Das Ist Die Letzte Kampf. It's alright though, because I'll show everyone before I turn it in, that way people won't have to be deprived from the awesomeness! It'll be great though, because I'm just showing him up. He wanted to be sexist. He said that no girl had ever been so gory, well, here I am  Mr. Earling. I'm proving how un-girly I am. What now? (Btw, the German meant, "Don't let them in, This is our last stand.")

That's the most exciting news I have to share, there's other complicated personal matters going on, but they'll just bore people. The usual, "I can't help them" sort of thing going out to all my friends who are having troubles is just another one of those problems. Something you won't care about, general reader. I do, however, worry that my Boyfriend doesn't care for the fact that I'm writing an awesome novel. He's never shown interest in it, always changes the subject when I bring it up, always just acknowledges it a little bit, and I don't think he's even envious of it at all. (I mean, why would he, right?) He just doesn't care. (It bugs me,) Because what girl doesn't want their boyfriend to never read or see their creations? NONE! Blah. Oh well. I'll get over it, it just Irks me. I also found out how to make his calls much shorter when I don't feel like talking to him. The key is for you to just run your mouth. Talk about something you KNOW he doesn't care about, like writing websites, and he'll cut it short by saying "Yeah, I have to go," and all you need to say is "Okay, that's fine."

Ode to Sunshine

Oh darling Sunshine, I welcome your liquid golden rays into my broken yard. For your light repairs all that is broken. I welcome you into my skin, to concoct a slight pink that will soon turn to freckles. Your brilliance on my face creates a desire I've always had since the first dark snowfall of last December. It has been a long three months, months full of depression and hardship, but as you do for the flowers and bees, you have repaired my emotions for today, and maybe for the week. Your stellar light fogs the darkness around me and brings out the happiness that has been lurking in my heart all winter. Sunshine, I have missed you, although you had been there a few times, you were too far away to touch my skin, until now. The early springtime activities makes for a radiant-coated. Already I hear the motorcyclists, and once you have slowly awoken the grass from its long hibernation, the mowers will come and trim them down. It is only a matter of time before I trim my own hair and let you tickle my neck. Your presence also means the closing of the school year, another great feat when battling the ugly homework demons. Ode to Sunshine, for you have created a new me. 

I believe the sun can do so much for you after a hard winter's season. This past winter has been one of the worst I have experienced, but I decided that I'm done sulking over it. I also don't want to sulk over the move. In fact: This sunshine has given me new confidence to write down what I wish to write. I will make a list of all the positives about moving away from this house.

1. I will finally get away from those dreadful forest green walls that surround me every night. 
2. The little toilets that always have problems will be forever GONE!
3. I will have a new dishwasher, instead of having to wash dishes by hand now. Hallelujah!!!
4. The yard hopefully won't be nearly as big as our current one, and it might be fenced in!
5. Although I really like the kitchen, maybe if a bigger kitchen were in store, I'd be even happier.
6. (No offense,) I will be free from the annoying Young Womens and Mormon neighborhood!!!
7. My closet might be better, or I might be able to paint walls? 
8. If we do move to American Fork, I'll still be able to go to AFHS
9. I won't have to walk the same way over and over anymore! 
10. We might have even MORE windows! 
11. Hopefully we get a new refrigerator!
12. A new Microwave!
13. (Only a hope) I want a bathroom with my Bedroom....
14. The Garage door will work in the new house!
15. We'll be getting rid of a lot of stuff now, like junk and things we don't need anymore!
16. An actual office for the computer!
17. Just a new place to dwell in and get used to it. 
18. Probably a slightly bigger room?
19. A chance to by different decorations for our walls?
20. More holes to make in the new house!!! (Nail wise)
21. Maybe a less pricier heating cost! Or AC, whichever!
22. A Fairly nice neighborhood that will leave us alone...religion wise.
23. New Neighbors?

 That's all folks, but it's enough for me. As long as I dwell on these positive aspects, rather than the negative aspects, I'll be fine with the move. Of course, if I don't go to AFHS, it will be hard, but I'll still use this list to get through the hard times...all except number eight. ^^

Mindy

I've done 100 out of 128......crazy things....

Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette (No.)
() Smoked A Cigar (No.)
() Kissed a member of the same sex  (That's disturbing...)
() Drank Alcohol (I wish.....Just a sip of some fancy booze one day....)

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love (That is correctomundo!)
() Been Dumped (People love me too much to dump me!)
() Shoplifted (Heck no.)
() Been Fired (Not old enough)
() Been In A Fist Fight (Now....it wasn't a fist fight)

SO FAR:1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (HA! Have you SEEN the pics surrounding this post?)
(x) Skipped School (Of course I have, everyone has got to some day!)
() Slept With A Co-worker (I'm not that extreme....)
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (Animal Planet counts, right? If not, we hit a deer one day and I watched it die)

SO FAR:4

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends (It happens to everybody)
() Been To Paris (Sigh)
() Been To England (Sigh....again)
() Been On A Plane (WHAT THE FRAPP WHY DO YOU TORTURE ME?!?)

SO FAR:5

Level 5
() Eaten Sushi (No.......I don't know if I want to)
(x) Been Snowboarding/Skiing (Heh.......Yes.)
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook/Myspace/etc ...SK? (Yeah....great experience)
() Been in a Mosh Pit (Hah...I hope not....I should look up what this means)

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
(x) Taken Pain Killers (Who hasn't.....?)
(x) Loved/Liked Someone Who You Can't Have (Of COURSE *Cough* Jared Leto *Cough*)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (Again. Who hasn't?!)
(x) Made A Snow Angel (THIS is a crazy thing to do?)

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (And it was an electrifying tea party!)
(x) Flown A Kite (Duh.)
(x) Built A Sand Castle (I won't believe it when someone tells me they HAVEN'T)
(x) Gone Mudding (Now that was fun....)
(x) Played Dress Up (Unfortunately I didn't have much to dress up in.)

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (Nothing to comment on here)
(x) Gone Sledding (Ouch is all I can say)
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Dude......everyone has)
(x) Been Lonely (No doubts there)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (Mr. Moon's: I got moved to the back ;D )  

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set (Sitting on the roof of the Honda. Freezing my butt off.)
(x) Felt An Earthquake (Utah had one last night.)
(x) Held A Snake (Of course. Those things are so frickin awesome)

SO FAR: 24

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled (Oh yeah....cuz that's a CRAZY thing....)
() Been Robbed / Vandalized (How does your body get Vandalized exactly...? I'd like to know)
() Been Cheated On (How would I know this? Cheating.....oh....this makes me paranoid now)
(x) Been Misunderstood (Oh yes.....the ah....peanuts....)

SO FAR: 26

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest (Writing contests! YAY!)
() Been Suspended From /in school (I doubt I'd want to....sounds boring.)
(x) Had Detention (Lunch detention counts....right?)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (Car crash. Yep.)

SO FAR: 29

Level 12
(x) Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night (It's not that hard....)
(x) Danced In The Moonlight (Sure did. It's fun when you're having a barbecue with a bunch of friends)

SO FAR:31

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look (Still sorta do, but I'm working on that.)
() Witnessed A Crime (Dang I wish!)
() Pole Danced (Maybe I don't want to admit it....)
(x) Questioned Your Heart (Plenty of times to get me sick of it)
(x) Been Obsessed With Post It Notes (Uh...have you SEEN post it notes? They are the frickin bomb!)

SO FAR:34

Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud (The mud is so squishy!)
(x) Been Lost (The store counts, right?)
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (Again: I WISH!!!)
(x) Swam In The Ocean (More like thrown down to the sea bottom by some waves when I was five)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (Yeah, whenever I get sick. :P)

SO FAR: 38

Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (I look horrid in the mornings....)
(x) Played Cops And Robbers (Dude, I play cops and robbers to the extreme.)
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (I'm sorta forced to in geography)
(x) Sang Karaoke (Yep. Those were horrifying times)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (It's called lunch.)

SO FAR:43

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Peer pressure....)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls (I actually scheduled a hair appointment once....)
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (Milk, Soda, Water, OJ....soda....)
() Kissed In The Rain (Not yet.....)

SO FAR:46

Level 17 (HOW MANY LEVELS ARE THERE?!?!)
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (Not considered crazy in my book.)
(x) Watched The Sun Set and/or Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (Yep. Baby brother Ryan.)
(x) Blown Bubbles (Seriously.........why ask it?)
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere (It got very very big....)

SO FAR:50!!!!

Level 18
(x) Crashed A Party (It was quite fun actually)
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (*Shudder* I hate family vacations)
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading (All the time)
(x) Had A Wish Come True (Yep....I wished for pizza night one day....I got it)

SO FAR:54

Level 19
(x) Worn Pearls (Yes.....Great Grandmother gave them to me)
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge (It wasn't very tall or extreme....but it was STILL a bridge!)
() Swam With Dolphins (How lame.)

SO FAR:56

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube (All three....)
() Kissed A Fish (Ew! I'd rather kiss a frog!)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (I live in a house full of....one...three....FIVE Boys.)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top (Yay for roofs!)

SO FAR:59

Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (Yeah.........I was voiceless after that one.)
(x) Done / Attempted A Cartwheel (Attempted.....failed.)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours (Haha....luv ya Boyfriend!)
(x) Recently Stayed Up For A While Talking To Someone You Care About  (Once again, <3 BF)

SO FAR:63

Level 22
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree (Grandpa raised trees....)
(x) Attemped/ Have Climbed A Tree (Oh I am pro-tree climber....person)
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House (Oh please....that's not crazy at all)
(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (Shh. Don't judge.)

SO FAR:67

Level 23
(x) Believe In Ghosts (I watch too much Ghost Hunters...)
() Have/had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (You crazy person!)
() Streaking (No.......)
(x) Visited a Jail (Yes sir!)

SO FAR:69

Level 24
() Played Chicken (What's that?)
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (Let me tell you, it was quite awkward.)
() Broken A Bone (Haha. I'd like to keep that record.)
(x) Been Easily Amused (The night light.......)

SO FAR:71

Level 25
() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later (Ew. Why would I do that? Well...depends on what fish I catch)
() Made A Porn Movie (No way!)
(x) Caught A Butterfly (It's harder than it looks....)
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried (I was high.....on sugar)
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (Only once. That was when I realized I was crying over a toy)

SO FAR:74

Level 26 (So is this a game? The whole level thing? Does that mean I'm winning?)
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (Again. No judging.)
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (Yeah, friend's sister....)
(x) Cheated On A Test (Who hasn't?)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name (All the time.)
(x) French Braided Someones Hair (It's easy...just doesn't look pretty when I'm done)
() Gone Skinny Dipping (In college I will. >:] )
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House (Yes, actually, I have. For a few hours in the sun)

SO FAR:90

Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (Pfft. What kind of question is that?)
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling (Snorkeling is weird...)
(x) Had A Cavity (Too much sugar)
(x) Black-Mailed Someone (It was very fun.)
() Been Black Mailed (everyone loves me too much....)

SO FAR:94

Level 28
(x) Been Used (I was informed before I was used, so it's okay)
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (It's possible....)
(x) Licked by A Cat (Not very fun)
(x) Bitten Someone (Very fun)
(x) Licked Someone (Sorta weird tasting....)

SO FAR:99

Level 29
(x) Been Shot At/Or At Gunpoint (My brother is stupid....he shouldn't get airsoft guns for xmas)
() Had Sex In The Rain (That's just gross.)
() Flattened Someones Tires (I want to very badly...)
() Driven Your Car Until The Fuel Light Came On (I don't have a car!)
() Got R20 Or Less Worth Of Fuel (I don't know what that means....)

Result:100!!!!!

Re-post this with the title ''I've done ...x out of 128 weird Things'' and tag at least 20 people to continue the note. (:

My Many Dresses

Nobody knows how this affects me

Whenever they complain, Whenever they explain

My words can only be meaningful through text

Because that’s my passion, Because that’s just easier

Nobody knows how it affects me

When I can’t help, When I can’t feel

You know I wear a mask

You know I have no other costume to wear

My dresses are colored to your moods

I wear one depending on the day

No one knows how tight fitting this is today

Or how loose another one is tomorrow

I wear a bow to hide my attitude

Because it’s not you that needs help

It’s me.

Nobody knows how this affects me

Whenever I see you all, whenever I watch you all

You’re all a little close group and laughing

Despite the pain you claim, Despite the begging all the same

Nobody knows how it affects me

When you stay away, when you stay far away

You know I wear a mask

You know I have no other costume to wear

My dresses are tattered and worn

I wear them because I still love you

I’m not embarrassed by how I look in them

Only because they make you feel better

I make sure you see my costume

Because it’s not you that needs help

It’s me.

So when I go to the store

And you pick out a dress for me

Pick out a color that might represent me

Something comfortable and presentable for me

Because if I can’t be myself

Then what kind of friend are you?

You know I wear a mask

You know I have no other costume to wear

My dresses are there, waiting and hoping

Because maybe one day I won’t need them anymore.

I’m embarrassed, I admit, to wear them day after day

But I wear them because of you, because of how I am

I want you to see the real me

I want you to accept me because…

It’s me.

Hmmm....So Photography is fun!

I'm definitely not professional, but I like taking pictures of myself and people. First of all, I've gotten over my self-ugliness because hey, everyone is ugly. Which makes NO ONE ugly. Duh. Secondly, It's great to catch people's faces in the pictures you take. (Yes, 70 percent come up ugly or hilarious) hehe, but of course, that's life. Third and definitely last, I take pictures because it's sort of an addiction. I'm not sure why, but I just think it's fun and obsessive. So that's a third object to my obsessing list.

30 Seconds to Mars
Dr. Pepper
Photography

Tee hee. I have other likes, but those are the top three that I have officially decided I have. So....I'm done talking. yay!

Woot!

So. It's January 31. Last blog post of the month. I should make this good. I guess I could go on and on about how much I freaking love my boyfriend, but I'll save you the pain of reading it. Instead, I'll talk about my utter obsession for 30 Seconds to Mars. (Yes, I'm still very obsessed. Obsessions don't wear off easily.)

So Jared Leto is hot. Yet......he's 39 I've discovered. O.O

*Clears throat* I'm a little worried. He does NOT look 39. More like 28 but whatever, I guess that's his birthday. Gasp! What if he got Botox or something? That's scary. I doubt I'd like him anymore if his beauty was faked. Ewww. I like the natural kind......like my bf......*Cough* so anyway, our computer had been moved again into the family room upstairs, so now my brothers can see everything I'm doing, and it's....grr! But they're gone now, which makes me very happy. Yay! Happiness! They're busy with doing stuff. This makes me very happy. <3

I love Jared Leto, but now I'm not so sure. I'm going to have nightmares of him crawling in my bed with an ugly clown face. Eep! I hate clowns! They scare me! Abductions and Drowning also scare me.........eeps. What if he kidnaps me and drowns me with a clown face? A three in one combo. GEEZ that's CREEPY.

Quit thinking of that Mindy, see how hot he is?

Yes, exactly. Love.

Anyway, Happy February First tomorrow! But of course, I wouldn't miss that blog anyway, but still! It's an early wish!

Over and Out,
Mindy

My Zodiac Sign, A Break Down, Including Sarcasm

Okay, Sagittarius. My element is Fire, I'm ruled by Jupiter, and I'm a centaur with a bow. I found this cute little article online:

"Twelve Signs of the Zodiac"

Sagittarius
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Jupiter
Symbol: The Archer
Your stone: Turquoise
Life Pursuit: To live the good life
Vibration: Overly expressive - frequent burnouts
Sagittarian's Secret Desire: To make a difference in the world

Description:
Ruled by the benefic planet Jupiter, Sagittarians possess a natural exuberance, sense of adventure and love of life that makes them one of the most optimistic zodiac signs of all. Like their astrological symbol - the Archer - Sagittarians are renowned for aiming their sights towards whatever it is they find alluring - a love partner, dream job, vacation - and making it their own. They believe that anything is possible - and because of this belief system, Sagittarians are adept at seeking out their very own pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

But sometimes trying to tie down these free-spirited individuals is frustrating for those around them. Sagittarians are happiest on the move - exploring new cultures and ideas and many are attracted to occupations related to travel, the media, outdoor work and philosophical pursuits. In love, their catch-cry is "don't fence me in". But once they find a partner who understands their need to retain their own sense of self and identity, Sagittarians can be the most big-hearted, generous and fun-loving companions of all.

Freedom loving, optimistic and honest, Sagittarians are ruled by Jupiter, the planet of abundance and higher learning. The wisdom of Jupiter imbibes Sagittarians with an inherent need to develop their own unique philosophy of life. The Centaur is their astrological symbol, and it gives many insights into the Sagittarian personality. The higher-evolved Sagittarian learns to integrate the two ends of the Centaur (half-human, half-beast) in order for their arrow (another Sagittarian symbol) of higher aspirations to be more on the mark. Although they are intellectually and spiritually advanced, Sagittarians are notorious for their lack of tact. In relationships they demand independence, but when in love, it can't be denied that they are one of the most big-hearted signs of the zodiac.


Okay, so now I want to dwell on this. Let's break this up little by little, shall we? First of all: FIRE!!!!! BURRRNNN!!!!! Second: Jupiter? Pfft. Lame. Third: The Archer....it has a nice ring to it. Fourth: Turquoise is ugly. I'm sorry, but it is. Fifth: My apparent life pursuit sounds pretty good. I think it'd be great to live the good life. Sixth: You know, I am overly excessive, and my frequent burnouts happen when I eat sugar and get those....sugar crashes. Heh. Last: Sorry, but that's not my secret desire. My secret desire is secret for a reason. Shh. Secretive.

To the beginning then?  First Sentence: I'm told I'm pretty optimistic. I do love life, because in life, you can do a lot of cool things.......exuberance. I like that word. Natural though? Yum. Now, My thoughts on Adventures: HOLY FREAKING AMAZINGNESS! I WANT AN ADVENTURE. I like those sort of things where the heroine gets hurt, and the hero kisses it better with a strong, passionate kiss. Mwa! That's my kiss sound. Yum. Also, I want to blow someone's head off with a fragmented bullet. That'd be pretty darn awesome. Second Sentence: My symbol is the archer. I like that, because Archery is sexy, but not nearly as freaking amazing as decapitating someone with a butcher knife....ahem....I'm getting ahead of myself. Aiming my sights is pretty easy also. Think about it: When you see a shiny new diamond, you can't take your eyes off it. Especially if you have a chance of...say...winning it for free! With sights on a love partner, dream job, or vacation........Dude, you got me at all three! Aloha! Oh yes, I'll make it my own. Third Sentence:  However, I don't believe EVERYTHING is possible, ohhhh but honey, if I could get some gold at the end of the rainbow, count me in! I wouldn't call this a belief system though, that sounds sort of geeky. Having my own belief. I already converted to Drewish!

Fourth Sentence: Haa.....just ask Kaylynn. My optimism is definitely spreadable! Heee! And tying me down....good luck! I'll bite your hands off! Fifth Sentence: So this one I really like. I am happy when I'm moving and exploring. Those are the two things I do best. Whether it's exploring my backyard, or walking down the street when I'm jittery, I can be pretty happy. I've been very proactive lately also, I actually like PE! A LOT! I like the stretches. I want to be strong. Anyway, Exploring new cultures and Ideas are what I live for. When I hear something, I think, dude, that's cool, because I don't know about others, but I'm very open minded. Cultures fascinate me to no end. Chinese? Japanese? Indian? German? YOU NAME IT! I'll gladly learn about them all. Travel is very alluring....hehe....I'm attracted to it. I'm sure most know I'm deeply into writing, so if that goes under Media, YAY!!!! I'm happier than ever now. Also, Outdoor work and Philosophy....if it counts for geology and sitting in the sun, SURE! I don't like weeding.... Sixth Sentence: "Don't Fence Me In!" See? I said it! Seventh Sentence: Aw shucks, I'm touched. It's true though, I need some independence and identity.....otherwise I wouldn't know what to call myself! I WOULDN'T be Mindy! You'll all be sad and depressed. Now I am pretty big-hearted, generous, and lovable person out there, admit it guys. Oh yes. (Pst. I love Fun!)

Eight Sentence: So why abundance? It sounds like a harvest god or something. Ninth Sentence: Actually that is true, I'm a unique person, and I want my own philosophy of life. If I can make it, then so help me I will. But how does Jupiter grant me this power? I don't assimilate.... Tenth Sentence: Elaborate? So I'm a centaur....a half-human half-beast thing! That's not very attractive, having a horse's butt! Eleventh Sentence: So let's say I shoot an arrow....and it hits the guy right in the eye? Is that because I'm part horse? Wow.........awesome. BUT I want to hide my horse butt like Chiron in Percy Jackson. Hehe That'd be pretty cool. WAIT. I don't want to be in a wheel chair...Shoot. There's no winning with this, is there? Twelfth Sentence: Not so sure on the spiritual.....unless we're talking about Inner Mindy and my demons, which is completely, 100% refined and in tune with my outer appearance and behavior. ;) I'm pretty smart though, Intellectual is a very smartical word. Except....what is tact? My demons? Thirteenth Sentence: Oooh so now I'm a big-hearted, part centaur, awesome aiming, lover? This is pretty high tech. It makes me happy. Yes, I do want independence too, like I stated above. Thanks for making me repeat that.

Now, I was not born on December 22, so HA YOU STUPID SUN SIGNS!! BLAAAAA!!!! Just kidding, I love you, Sun Signs, I really do. Jk I hate you, Sun Signs, I really do. Oh dear, I can't seem to make up my mind with this......Do I love? Or do I hate? I say it's a bitter-sweet thing.

So, did this describe me as much as I thought it described me? If so, please, feel free to comment. I love new commentors. Haa....commentors isn't even a word. In your face Webster, I just used a non-word. BLAHAHAHHA!!!!

Over and Out!
<3 Mindy

At a Glance

So when you think about art, do you think about a painting, drawing, or sculpture? What if I told you that when I think about art, I think about nature and life? I think about all four actually. Photography is beautiful, but I can't take pictures of nature as much as I want with such a crappy camera. I draw, paint, or sculpt instead. I bet you're prepared for something amazing! Don't. I'm not good at all, but I thought It'd be cool for my readers to get to know what my art is like, just as my friend Brett lets his readers experience a whole new universe of poetry at The Soul of Winter. That's what I want to do by letting you view my very insignificant creations. Keep in mind, that with a look at someone's art, the need to be complimentary only goes so far. If it truly is amazing, just holler.

So the first four are my oil paintings. :D The last one is just something I put together and drew, along with the next few.

These pictures don't have very much "meanings" behind them, except for the last one. The heart repeatedly being stabbed. Yeah that one. I was sad that day and drew that. Yeah, well...don't dwell too much on that one. That's it for now, I'll put up my playdough creations later. :P

Over and Out!
<3 Mindy

Homicide is the Answer

So Kaylynn posted a blog entry about this, but I am the one she got the idea from. You want the whole story? Yes, you do.

Once upon a time, in a geography class, not so far away, there sat four girls in a square next to each other. While the teacher was talking, they talked quietly amongst themselves. Something the teacher said, about oil slowly declining, set off the one called Breanne. She got sad and said she was going to kill herself before any oil things happened. So she told the girl named Kasey to kill her. Kasey said she doesn't kill, and that she is a good little mormon girl. The girl in front of Breanne, named Mindy, said "Oh Breanne! I am a very violent person, I will kill you!"
"Yay!" Breanne had cheered, "But I have to go to Disneyland first before I die.
The girl named Kirsten spoke up next. "We can go tomorrow! We will take plane tickets to Saudi Arabia, let Mindy marry that weird Frankincense man who sings to trees, then we can round over to California and ride a roller coast."
"Yes!" Mindy cheered, "Then I will saw off Breanne's buckles and let her fall to her doom when we loop upside down."
"But wait." Kasey spoke up, "Wouldn't it be easier to just kill yourself?" She asked Breanne.
Breanne began to shake her head, but Mindy spoke up again. "Wait! Everyone knows you won't go to heaven if you kill yourself. Suicide will make you go to hell, that is why homicide is always the answer!!!"
"Yes! Homicide!" Breanne cheered.
"It is settled then, I will become Muslim after I marry the Indian man, and then become a terrorist who will, after sawing off Breanne's buckle with a butcher knife, blow up the roller coaster and get shot by an angry obese man. There goes Mickey!"
"YAY!" All four cheered.

Twaha!

The end.
Over and Out!
<3 Mindy